SERIOUSLY......i cant be a lover......

Seriously...... i dun think i can be a good lover.... NO...
is.. i cant be a lover.....
at all.....


Let's flashback to 1 year ago.....
when i look at you..... the first time i saw you.. and the first time i have the feeling towards you...
i am very happy... and excited....
well.. maybe no one knows who are you.....
but is ok...
just be my cute little secret lover.. (by the way.. you are older than me a lot.. i dunno why i call you... cute little....)

i keep do a lot of thing for you.. sacrifice....
among all the boys and girls......
you are the one who get the higher rate of knowing per seconds　(means.. how well do i know you in every second)
i do a lot of things...
whenever you have trouble.....
i try my best to help...
whenever i am in trouble..
i try my best to not to let you know.. cause i don't want to let you worry.....

but now...
1 year later....
maybe is because of....we only met for twice... like that every week... or... just.... some weird reason.....

sorry......
i really...
don't have...
no more...
those feelings toward you.......
in the bad way...
that is...
i don't love you anymore.....
i dunno why....
before.. when being with you...
i am so damn excited...
but now....
when being with you.....
even just in msn....
i was like....
'empty'.......................

i cant be a lover...
single suits me more.....
well...
or... i think i should say....
i am workaholic than you...
even tough i love you is because you are workaholic too...
but..
now...
i love my work.. and i love busy... more than i love you....
until...
i love my work and busy only.. but i dun love you anymore.....
sorry.....
sorry.. for the 'forever and ever' promise.....
sorry..........

anyway...
thanks for make me have a great moment with you.....
bless you.......


I HAD THE LOVE..........