THIS IS THE PART OF ME THAT YOU NEVER GONNA EVER TAKE AWAY FROM ME!

U NOE WHY I LOVE KATY PERRY?

CUZ HER SONG ALWAYS GET ME INSPIRED AND OUT OF PMS.... =)

THANK YOU KATY...
MUAKZ!!
DEAR SUCKERS! AND FUCKERss!! YOU ARE NOT GONNA BREAK MY SOUL~~~~~~~
CUZ DIS IS PART OF ME!!
FUCK YOU!!!! o0o
hehe....

birthday wish

my birthday just ends... at 5hours ago...... (approximately actually)


but...
my birthday wish....
still not yet comes true...........


is it becuz i am faith to be....
a loner?

regretting......

矛盾

很好的例子。。。。。

当你在读书的时候，
你竟然很想要打工。。。。

打着工的时候，
又很想退出继续享受你的大学生活。。。。。

我这种人真的很该死。。。。。。。。。。。。


连续两晚，都梦到妈妈哭。。。。要不然就是爸爸哭。。。。。。

家里。。。。
真的不想要成真。。。。。

还记得去年，
爸爸跟我说，
他没有把希望放在我的身上。。。。
我很冷静地点头。

不想要争，也不想要取什么。。。
就只是希望日子可以继续平凡下去罢了。

过去的，不发生，
都发生了。

原谅，补偿，
要，
不要，
也无所谓。

妈妈说，
我从来没有把‘家’放在心里。
我真的很懒得解释，
或者是辩论你是错的。

我爱我的爸爸，
我爱我的妈妈。
我也爱我的弟弟。

可是，
表面上却做不出来。
在心里，
那默默的爱，
没有人看得出。

我是一个败类。
我的性格就是一个问题。
我的思想就是一堆垃圾。
我的言语是一个牛头不对马嘴。。。。。

这是他们的观念。。。。

我，
不能反驳。
因为，
他们是我的家人。

现在，
就希望，
我们可以过得平平凡凡，
别再有任何风波了。。。。。



（p/s:我很需要一个肩膀。。。。。。。。。。。。。。)

So?

So.....
looks like 2012 is not a good year for me though....
even though i wanted to be a good year desperately.....

however...
live still needs to goes on....

just cry it out and stay alive.....

Schooling starts.... then.... Chinese New Year

and... YEAH!!!!
HERE COMES MY Y2S1....
i am year 2..... OLD.... T_T....

well... is just an usual day in utar...
like my y1 or even foundation year....
just... something changes is...

my dad is having an early retirement....
and
my wira car get stolen.....

HURRAY!....
n
DAMN!


but is ok,
no car... means... i need to stay in a more nerdy life whenever i am in rawang..
no more shoppings .......

and my dad early retirement also have taught me to
use money WISELY!
no more burn or washing money....

and dear dynamics
U SUCKS!
BUT THIS TIME I AM SO GOING TO AIM YOU...
AT WORST...
B-!!!
I SWEAR!!!!

by the way....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE....=)

HeaRT TiReD (They always don't want to see it)

WHY? WHY EVERYONE CAN SEE THAT I DID MY BEST, BUT NOT MY FAMILY, FAMILY MEMBERS, AND ALSO MY FAMILY FRIENDS?

THEY ONLY CAN SEE THAT I DID MY WORST............

AND THEN SCOLD ME.....

I AM TIRED......

dear MOM,
if you still keep in thinking i am a bad boy who just wants your money? GO AHEAD!

i feel disappoint to this small family........

DeCide

Gonna tell my mother and also my father

:" I am quit! Don't ask why, just pretend that i am tired. Thank you."

Bless me for not having next chapters for this situation.....
PLEASE.....(BADLY)