P.A.S.S.C.O.D.E

Below is just a simply poet... that compose by me oh.. hahahaha....
how many song's can you find in this poet?? (P/S: NO NEED TO UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF THIS WHOLE SOULESS POET)
ganbateh.... ><



Wake up wake up,
cause is saturday night,
My mind keep helping me,
to find the answer for last night.

Baby, baby,
am i from the rehab?
Or just get up from the beautiful nightmare,
because somebody pinch me.

I just wan to ask,
what's happening to my house?
what's going on on the floor?
somebody say 'roses are thorn, control your poison' to my ears.

I still cant remember what's happening last night,
my head is ouch like hell.
just like i am giving my brain hells.

And then,
i call my friends,
i ask them,
but they are not answering my call....

They left their phone in the vegas?NEW YORK?
with the money they get from selling their car.

Just half an hour later,
i start to have a feeling,
i start to remember everything,
about last night,
what i know is last night is not a bad night.

And i were badly drunk,
they treat my like a boy,
i wonder if i were a boy,
can i drink much??

then,
i just sleep,
just sleep,
and don't wan to wake up,
even i feel like i am sleeping inside vegas,
tired....
don't care about been obssesed.....
don't care is E OR VEE....

and that's what happen to me now......






(guess guess guess) hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

WHEN I GROW UP

SORRY JASON... >< hehe
copy ur idea....

When i grow up...

there are few things when or after i graduate... A.K.A grow up:

1) I MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 RUNWAY SHOW... (in any country.. even malaysia oso can)
2) I Wanna have the dream band that i wanted to for many many years... (2 girls one guy freestyle band,where the guy is the pianist and also the base)
3) Be rich lor... no doubt at all....
4) Be famous lor... no doubt at all oso....
5) Well... i not sure... if i am still single (or just forget the word if.. just really single)... i will adopt a pair of twins brother... as my son... hahahahhahahahahhahahaha....

LOVE IS.........

What is love for me??
or should i ask myself....
who do i love actually???
i really don't know......

Girls???
Gay???
ANIMAL??? (shit!!!)

SOMEHOW...
i really single....
for too long time.....
too long.....
about 4-5 months already......
I'm tired too be alone already....
I need someone....
don't care girl...
or gay....(whatever....)

I AM AVAILABLE AND WAITING NOW!!


(first time type love thing in english in this blog)

HOT N COLD

Do you hate somebody??
Or should i ask Do you hate??
What do you hate??

Some hate water...
is that you??
No, not me, i like water...

Some hate fire....
is that you??
No, not me, i like fire too...

Animal??
a bit.... but i still like some??

Then what else you hate??
I.....
PREFER....
NOT....
TO.....
SAY.........

Tomorrow,
is my best friend SUSU, deepavali open house.....
Should i go??
i don't know..
But she got invite that fellow.....
So....
should i go??

I really don't know.......

Compare to saying that i don't want to see him...
How about let's change it into i don't have the courageous to see him...
Cause if i see him...
i really lose control.....
i really....
even is in my best friend's house.....
just like a serial killer........

Well....
maybe they bet that i will go...
even you all oso bet it right?
for giving the reason becuz last year i hate my housemate darrel, and i still attend to her open house even that she invite darrel... (BUT NOW I AM DARREL IS VERY VERY VERY GOOD LIAO LAR..)

But....
that is different....
I hate darrel is because i really cant take his stupid periodic attitude anymore (just like give him a lesson.. at least now he don't have already.... )

But....
I hate him.....
is because.....
he betray me......
He makes me feel very lonely and panic for about 2 or 3 weeks.....
I REALLY CANT FORGET THOSE WEEKS.......

So....
should i go for the open house tomorrow??
i don't know...
i also don't want to decide now....
just keep listening to Katy perry's song...
HOT N COLD....
just let katy scold me with this song...
i appreciate it.....


HOT N COLD



You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you
Over-think
Always speak
Cryptically

I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You!
You don't really want to stay, no
You!
But you don't really want to go-oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery

Used to laugh (used to laugh)
Bout nothing (bout nothing)
Now your plain (now your plain)
Boring (boring)

I should know (I should know)
you're not gonna change (change)

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You!
You don't really want to stay, no (woah)
You!
But you don't really want to go-oh (ohhh)

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no (no!)
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down (you're down!)

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get it off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right (When it's right)
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up (We make up)

You're hot then you're cold (Ohhhhhhhhhhhh)
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out (Oh!)
You're up and you're down (Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh)

You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white (Oh!)
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You!
You don't really want to stay, no (woah)
You!
But you don't really want to go-oh (ohhh)

You're hot then you're cold (Cold)
You're yes then you're no (No)
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down (Dooooown)






恨不得

假期。。。。
真的是不适合我们这种心理变态过的。。。。
三个星期的假期,
三个星期在自己的家,
可是。。。
没有一天我过得开心。。。。

和父母吵架就够了。。。。
甚至还有几次和我那个死人头弟弟吵架。。。
他竟然敢怀疑我。。。。
根本就不把我放在眼里。。。。
我的父母。。。。
当我骂他,
他们就骂我。。。。
当他骂我,
他们也骂我。。。。
很想死。。。。。。。

很恨我自己,
为什么应该恨的不恨?
不应该恨的就恨?

家人,
是不能恨的吧?
可是我却恨死他们对我的偏心。。。。。

朋友,
是不能恨的吧?
可是我却恨死那些背叛我的好朋友。。。。

老师,
是不能恨的吧?
可是我却很死那些夺走我童年的小学老师。。。。

我会报仇的!!!
你们弄到我那么惨!!!!
恨死你们!!
恨死这个世界!!!
恨死我自己!!!!!
恨死上帝!!

TO 我敬爱的上帝,

GO EAT SHIT WITH THE DOG!!!!



FROM: 恨死你的人

hair sprays....

hair hair hair....
what are u actually...
arghhhh!!!

let me count...
now..
oledi got a lot of ppl keep asking 'ur hair so long oledi, dun wan to cut ah?'

include...
THERESA WONG SYE YEE
SUJESHA A/P SUBRAMANIAM
ALVIN LOH WAI HONG
WINNIE CHUA WEI NI
KYRO...(WATEVER, DUNNO HIS FULL NAME)
IMRAN SYAHMI JUN XI TAN BIN HILMI TAN (BANANA)
and etc.....

Well... actually...
i still confuse how to manage my hair...
i dun wan short hair oledi, cuz i already have shining hair in this JAN, FEB and MARCH.. (means botak)



this one actually is robert.. a.k.a.. edward cullen face.....but just concentrate on the hair lar!!!
If this one is black colour.. then not bad for me.. hahaha.....
My mother will cry and my fren will say they dunno me if i choose dis one....
I LOVE THIS ONE... if i can lose my weight...><
This one very cute.. but need to dye into dis colour......
this one nice... but it makes me start to think someone that i noe....zzzz
this one is good... cuz you can tied your hair too ....><

ARGHHHHHHH.......
CONFUSE CONFUSE CONFUSE.......

Somehow..... i think dis is better.... hahahaha.. if i am not in real world... hehehe....


hair hair hair...

HOW ABOUT YOU ALL? MY FRENS? ANY SUGGESTION??
which one do you like?

网恋

9.30p.m.

他很兴奋地坐在电脑面前,
等待他的上线。。。

10.00p.m.

怎么他还没上线??
平时他应该很早就上线了得啊。。。。
奇怪了。。。

10.30p.m..。。

该不该 sms 他呢?
不了。。。
我不想做一个那么约束他的人。。。。。


而另一个他。。。。。。


8.00 p.m.
终于放工了,
好累好累,
得赶快回家和他报道咯。。。

9.00p.m.
在车里,
大塞车,
他,
应该担心死了吧??
怎么没有sms 呢?
等下。。。。
我的电话呢??
惨了!!!
留在办公室里!
又要回去办公室了!!!



回到刚才那个他。。。。。。

11p.m.
他。。。
没有online...
难道他不爱我了吗??


回到另一个他。。。。

11p.m.
气死人了。。。
终于到家了。。。
快开机。。。。。





最后。。。
11.10p.m...
-他终于上线了!!!
-对不起。。。让你久等了。。。。
-没关系。。。只要你上线,我就很开心了。。。真的。。。。



只要你上线。。。。。我就很开心了。。。。。。。