Quiet

Quiet...
quiet...
and quiet....

not a good thing though.....................

waiting and in the same time... not to wait.....

What had happen.....

What had happen between us? i don't know...
i just...
don't want the same thing happen on me like last year october....

This time.. i promise i will cut myself and lick my hands with blood if happens.....................................

cause i knew we were right for each other..........

We are the same... and there is still different...

We are the same....
cause we are both pieces....
...
and we are different...
this is why we are more than just friend...
we are a pair...

sorry for not trusting you....
due to my emotional today..
and i don't even know that you just get insulted by your workmate...
sorry..
please forgive me..
i wont do that again...

i love you.... T_T ...
sob sob..
pray for me please... thanks...

Describe 幸福

a very happy day.... =)
even though... i cant buy my working shoe....
haha..
but is ok...

i love you.....=)

i miss you

whole day never see your face...
really makes me uncomfortable.... .sob sob. .T_T ....

but thanks god,
your sms really means that you care me and you love me.....

and i love you too....
kisses.. hehe...

我恋爱了。。。。。

昨晚，
和你睡在一次，
静静地拥抱睡在一次。。。

好笑的是。。。
我们都不是睡得很好。。。
哈哈哈哈。。。。。

但那种幸福，
已经让我们忘了睡不好这回事。。。

我看到你都告诉你的好朋友们关于我。。。
说我主动。。。
我还蛮真的主动下的。。。

不过。。。

你也真是的。。。
要不是因为看到了你的短讯。。。
我根本就不知道原来。。。

你一早见到我。。。
就有种看重我的感觉。。。。

我爱你。。。
（我不想活在灰色。。。。我不想再胡思乱想。。。。。。。。。。。我不想被玩。。。我也不想玩。。。）

我只是要认认真真地。。。和你恋爱。。。。。。

我爱你。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

the first day without you...

the first day without you...
i am kinda panic..
but when watching at your sms and sms-ing with you...
i am kinda exciting....

this is the feeling =)

ok.. gonna sleep.. cause tomorrow am gonna find u....

3rd day date with you.....

honestly... i lie again..... i mean... i am not lying. .. just there is really a sudden change of the emotion about the same thing you do to me.......

first.....
the time you say you really got a feeling towards me.....
second....
the time you say when you see me sad face.. you are more sad....

well.. in the begining... i am happy..
i mean... at least... someone got a feeling and this someone is also that someone that i got a feeling with.....
plus... sharing with someone i love, i like about my emotions..... is happy....

but then.....
now...
i am crying.....
is not because i am angry, sad or anything negative....

i just crying......


and
asking myself....

when is the last time that someone you really love.... say this 2 things together to you? in the same day?? .....

crying
and
answering
...
no......

this time.... real......

If this is not a blog... but instead is a place that let us pray ........

i pray that....

we will going to start soon.......
and never ended......

i really love you......
indeed the time u say u just scare to hurt me......
i am a bit sad actually....

well.. mayb we need time.....
.....
i am not desperate..
but i know...
i trust you and love you....

bless me......... sigh...

so.... this one?? don't screw it if is yes.....

thanks...
is been 2 months....
and..
it seems like my birthday wish... is .... actually comes true...

hmm..
but... still not yet confirmation....

will see the result on 2moro....

dun screw it.. T_T ... sob sob....