guiltty swear

so...
it seems like....
here we end....
no more next chapter...
for the story between you and i....
sigh....
just because of i break my promise..
just because of i break my swear...
now i finally understand ...
i am the one who broke all this stuffs...
i am the one who ruins the happy ending into sad ending.....
we can see it...
on face to face... when i talk to you.. you just treat me very very very cool...is like.. you start to feel bored on my topic...
on msn... when i chat with the others... the line is good and stable..
but when with you... is keep disconnected.... even your offline message to me... i cant read it...
and just now..
something more bad happens... is something that will spoil the relationship between you and i...
although i try and try very hard to solve this bad thing...
but.. i still scare...
on the phone....you cant hear my voice... and i can sense it that your voice is kinda bad feelings toward me....
sorry....
sorry.....
god..
did you listen to what i am said?
I AM VERY SORRY NOW...
AND CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE?
JUST ONE!
ONE LAST CHANCE!
IF DIS ONE LAST CHANCE I STILL SPOIL IT..
THEN I WILL BE PUNISH INTO MORE WORST..
PLEASE....
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THE ONE I LOVE JUST BECAUSE OF I BREAK MY SWEAR....
I SWEAR!
I WONT BREAK MY SWEAR ANYMORE!
JUST GIMME ONE LAST CHANCE!
CAN YOU?
PLEASE...
PLEASE....
PLEASE..... I BEG MY KNEES AND PLEASE YOU.. PLEASE... sob sob....