sound making

Phew...
the sound that i keep making now is 'phew'...
everything has done...
everything is going to ended......
no matter the thing is i like it or not...
still going to ended...
in the same time....
wat i wanna say is....
to the thing that i dun like..
i will say bye bye...
but to the thing that i like...
'i miss you....'
thanks a lot.....
(to be continue)

DisTance

Distance,
is a measureable terms.
It's measure how far between 2 objects.
Such as My cat and My dog(example!),
My house and your house,
My computer monitor's screen and my eyes.

These are either measure in cm, mm, m, inch, feet, arms, and blah blah blah.

Beside that's
distance can also as an adjective for friendship, loves, family, and enemy.
For friendship, loves, and family,
the nearer the distance, means, the nicer the relationship you are having with them.
But for enemy,
the nearer the distance, means, the nearer the date of war between you and enemy.
NO GOOD.

However, .....sigh.....
You can't control these distance.
Just like me.
You can sense it, but you can't make it nearer or further.
Honestly,
i really don't want our distance be this kind of far,
can't we just back to the days when we were new meeting each other?
Why?
Why every love story, family case, or even friendship brotherhoods,
Why everytime, when the days goes on, the distance will become further and further.
and then will end up some stupid sentence such as
"I think i am giving up for knowing who you are."
or
"I think you have changed."
or
"I think i start to don't know who you are."
or
"We really have nothing else to talk anymore."
or
"I think our this is our fate, we are fate to have a distance..."
and more
STUPID, STUPID, and STUPID.

...sigh...

Well, what i wish is,
i really don't want to have anymore distance between everyone,
Soul, Friends, BFF, Family, and even your groupmates.
I really don't want it anymore.
please......
I am tired of seeking someone comes to me nicely,
but left me badly.
I am also tired of comes to someone excited,
but left that someone whatever.

I am tired.
And what i know is,
My distance between me and tired,
is 0(ZERO).

DIZZ-ZAY!!!!

thanks to the guitar hero ORIANTHI...
one of her hits 'according to you',
has nearly make me forget how to spell the word
'D-I-Z-Z-Y' properly...
cause she sing dizzy into D-I-Z-Z-A-Y...
and nowadays... when i feel dizzy...
i will either type dizzay or shout it"I AM SO SO DIZZAY NOW!"

whatever...

and i am very dizzay now...
from friday night....
cry.....cry....cry....
One of my V.I.P tell me that the thing that i province him to buy is not working actually...
and i keep find a way to help him solve..
i call him try this,
i call him try that,
i even wanted to go to his house and see what's the real problem,
and fixed it on the spot.
BUT,
i didn't.
Cause,
the stupid dizzay sky give a dizzay rain and cause my stupid dizzay broadband have a dizzay connection..
and
BOMB!
we disconnected....
(CRY OUT LOUD......)
(P/S: To all my friend, don't tell him this, if you still wanna be alive.)
So, i am 40% dizzay....

Then, the next day...
(SCREAM)
my stupid dizzay mom!!
SHE IS TOO CALCULATIVE THAN I THOUGHT!
SHE DON'T WANT TO GIVE ME THESE TWO MONTHS RENTAL,
BECAUSE SHE THINK SHE DON'T NEED TO PAY...
AND I CALL HER TO EXPLAIN TO MY HOUSELEADER,
AND SHE SAID NO NEED!
SHE CALL ME TO EXPLAIN.

WHAT THE HELL!!!

HEY WOMAN!
IS YOU THE ONE WHO DON'T WANT ME TO PAY,
YOU CALL ME NOT TO PAY,
AND YOU DON'T WAN TO EXPLAIN TO MY HOUSELEADER WHY I DON'T WANT TO PAY?
AND CALL ME TO EXPLAIN?
I AM JUST 19 YEARS OLD.
NOT 91 YEARS OLD.
I AM STILL A DIZZAY LITTLE BOY.
WHYYOUWANNAWHYYOUWANNABRINGMEDOWN?????

But still, she is my mom...
sigh..
although my real mom is garbage,
but,
at least the one who give me money to buy the thing i like is this woman,
not the dizzay garbage.
garbage can't do anything.

SO,
NOW I AM 100% DIZZAY NOW,
DAMN!
My brain is going to defeat albert einstein brain,
cause my brain is multifunction now..
what is inside my dizzay brain now?

1)drama
2)management
3)web page
4)blogging
5)facebooking
6) 'V.I.P' broken thing (sorry... and don't tell him my brain is thinking about this)
7) DRIVING
8) the rental

SOMEBODY who is not DIZZAY,
HELP ME!

I AM DAMN DIZZAY NOW...

OH YA! BY THE WAY!

BY THE WAY,
I SAID I WANNA CLOSED THIS STUPID YUYUJUNI BLOG,
AND I DID.

BUT BY THE WAY,
I OPEN BACK THIS BLOG.

BY THE WAY,
THIS BLOG CAN BE IN CHINESE, AND ENGLISH,
DON'T WORRY,
FOR THOSE ORANGE WHO DUNNO ENGLISH,
CAN ASK ME PRIVATELY...
JUST GO TO MY FACEBOOK, AND LEAVE IT ON MY WALL....
AND FOR BANANA,
IF YOU DUN UNDERSTAND CHINESE,
SAME THING TOO...

BY THE WAY,
THE REASON FOR ME TO OPEN BACK THIS BLOG IS...
I LOST MY DIARY ...
I DUNNO WHO THE STUPID FELLAS SO INTERESTED IN MY PRIVACY LIFE...

BY THE WAY,
I REALLY DON'T HOPE THIS NEW (OR IS A REMAKEOVER) BLOG HAVE A LOT OF VISITORS OR TRACKERS OR STALKERS...
CAUSE IS MY DIARY...
I MEAN, WHEN I AM SAD, OR I AM EXCITED OR BORED, I WILL READ IT MY OWN..
SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE, YOU CAN LEAVE....

AND ANYWAY....
THANKS FOR WATCHING MY BLOG AGAIN.
YOU'VE GOT THE LOVE
I LOVE YOU .......