Situation

I am into something that when i am not doing it. I need to do it.
But when i am doing it. I regret that i shouldnt do it.

Well the one who got hurt the most is not me. Is him.

寂寞

今天不是第一次，但今天却突然间觉得一个人做这事会觉得寂寞。甚至睡下去时竟然一直觉得自己身边有其他人，但张开眼睛，却是我自己罢了。

This is the last time

I am such a dumb.
Like really really dumb.
Dumber than blonde dumb.

Why would u still want to be 'friend' with a faker when u know the faker started to fake since 7 years ago?

Thats right, 7 years.

After the 'fuck you' incident on last saturday,
Lets hope that we will never contact each other again, like ever.

Fuck off, faker.

Useless

I am so useless, i said no, i said stop, but i am still here and going on......

Someone, can someone help me to control it?

No!

Because of weekly continuously consuming, i think i cant live to stop it.

But i must. No means no!
Dun create record, but set a record.
At least 4 months! Which is by september!
I must not touch it ever!!
No!

恢复

过了这个下午，
一切恢复原状
如果要再重复，
请在明年才重复 。

万一忘记了，请看这篇 post.
谢谢
好好照顾自己

命

我只想告诉你，
你命好，命苦，
我都会呆在你身边。

待会的面试 加油
愿能成功！