Confession. Guilt

Lord plz forgive me...

ConFESSion (Dear lord part 4 )

Dear lord.

Should i be thankful abt he saying tat dis is our last meetup?
But i feel a bit sad and wasted. But is okay. Time heals everything.

Or. Should i doubt that he is actually simply say? Or even if he is simply say. Do i can get through the temptation to say no?

Ok. I know this is a challenge.
Dun worry. I started . Or should i say i actually not so enjoy the moment of meeting up....

Ruined

So. Is not real.
Is not miracle.
Is just coincidence that can explained...
FUCK!

COnfession (PART 2: Dear lord)

Dear lord (from whomever religion but of course, a good religion):

Thanks for hearing my pray. And grant.
I will try harder. and fulfill my promises (the two year promise).
Thanks.

CONfeSSION

Dear Lord : (From whoever religion)

I am still and always faithful and loyal and only love him.
However,
i got problems,
troubles,
Addiction.
And i don't know how to end this...
can you help me? .

Please....

不懂要怎样

乖孩子… 坏孩子…
一线之差
听话… 就没有自由
不听话…就没有了家
没有中间… 没有适当…

但 …
算了吧…
一家人 …
哈哈

看开点

罪恶感

很强烈的罪恶感，
不要生气我好吗？
对不起。。。 T——T。。。