我爱的人，

我一定会很努力很努力的！！！
不会失去你！！！！

i am so dissappointed again.

Great. Now all i can do is just quiet quiet quiet quiet when i am in home. Cause home is no more a place that i can show my anger self. I can't express my anger anymore. Forever. 

突然

突然间很强烈的空虚感袭击我。。。。。。
是因为我刚刚不应该说那些东西吗？？
还是我太累了？？

我不想要有敌人。。。
但就是不会控制自己。。。
破坏很多东西。。。
制造新的敌人。

我最爱的你。。。。

突然间很想你。。。。

这几天。。。健康亮了个大红灯。。。

我不敢去看医生。。。

我只能祈求。。

这个不是一个大病。。。

是一个小病罢了。。。

因为。。。

我还有很多很多日子。。。。

要跟你一起过。。。。

现在如果走了。。

真的会很遗憾。。。

还不够。。。。

永远不够。。。。。。。。

我爱你。。。。

挣扎

认识了你过后。。。 生命的挣扎也变得少了。。 并没有消失。。 而是没有以前那么严重罢了。。。。。。 答应我自己。。答应你。。 要好好读书。。。真的哦！！！ 嘻嘻。。。爱你爱你。。。。。

No Music No life : Love They Say.

Thanks.
I am finally starting to recovering.
Thanks for everyone that keep on ask and console me, thanks to my love ones.

and thanks to this song.
Just suddenly understand everything....

(not because of the lyrics, but the music..。。）

The first time I saw your face
I knew I was meant for you
The first time you said my name
I knew I was meant for you

Love, they say it heals all wounds
Love, removes the hurt in you
Love, I know that this is true
Love, they say that it is blind
Love, they say it all the time
Love, I know that they are right

(love, they say this)
You don't need to wonder
If love will make us stronger
There's nothing love can't do

(love, they say this)
You don't need to worry
This love will make us worthy
There's nothing love can't do

The first time you held my hand
I knew I was meant for you
The first time you kissed my lips
I knew I was meant for you

Love, they say there's only one
Love, the kind that's not undone
Love, I know you are the one

(love, they say this)
You don't need to wonder
If love will make us stronger
There's nothing love can't do

(love, they say this)
You don't need to worry
This love will make us worthy
There's nothing love can't do

I know they'll say that we're crazy
(tell me there is nothing love can't do)
I know you'll say that we're crazy

Love, they say it heals all wounds
Love, removes the hurt in you
Love, I know that this is true
Love, they say there's only one
Love, the kind that's not undone
Love, I know you are the one

(love, they say this)
You don't need to wonder
If love will make us stronger
There's nothing love can't do
(you don't have to wonder)

(love, they say this)
You don't need to worry
This love will make us worthy
There's nothing love can't do
(you don't have to worry)

(love, they say this)
You don't need to wonder
If love will make us stronger
There's nothing love can't do
(you don't have to wonder)

(love, they say this)
You don't need to worry
This love will make us worthy
There's nothing love can't do
(you don't have to worry)

There's nothing love can't do
There's nothing love can't do
There's nothing love can't do

真相。。。

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