They Search around the world... But they are not searching for me......

Hey! You!!
YES!! YOU!!!

Turn your head here!!
LOOK AT ME!!

I KNOW!
YOU LOVE ME!!
I KNOW!
I AM THE ONE YOU LOVE!
RIGHT?

.....

He said
:"No......"

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WHAT A SHANGRI-LA

holiday first week...
and my soar throat!!MY THROAT!!!

NOW I CANT TALK!
I CANT EAT!!!
ALL I CAN DO IS JUST PUT STREPSIL IN MY MOUTH AND MAKE IT MELTS AND MAKE MY THROAT FEEL BETTER...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
WHO THE HELL CURSE ME!!!!

whatever...
really hope it can recover by tomorrow..
i really hope it badly...
cause once my soar throat gone..
then my holiday plan will gonna start!...

what plan is that?
private and confidential...
shhhhh...
hehe...

anyway...
this few days just watch and anime to kill my time..
and within 3 days..
i finally finish watch the whole anime series....

is called SHANGRI-LA...
i think those ASTRO USER who subscribe ANIMAX channel they will know..

ANYWAY...
is a good anime....
the story is good..
and the ending is a good ending too....

but still
BACCANNO IS MY FAVOURITE!...







FEW MINUTES AGO.. JUST READ THROUGH SOMEBODY BLOG...
SOMEBODY THAT I DON'T LOVE....
HAS FINALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEBODY......

i was thinking....
why these people are so lucky....
lovers come and gone in a very short time...

and look at me...
i am all alone....
sigh...
whatever.....
get used to it...


right now is just really hope time goes fast..
and my result out....
i want to make sure i am not terminated even though many people say i wont this time...
that's the first thing...

secondly..
when result out..
i wan to see someone i dislike start crying and left utar just like
AMERICA NEXT TOP MODEL ELIMINATION...
who is that someone?
you will know...
or may be is you... hehe..

Little liars is pretty... UTAR final exam is ugly!

I HATE MYSELF!
I HATE AMERICA!
ESPECIALLY HOLLYWOOD!
I HATE UTAR!

WHY?
BECUZ MYSELF, IS WATCHING PRETTY LITTLE LIARS (FROM AMERICA, HOLLYWOOD) , DURING THE EXAMINATION (UTAR).....


but anyway..
is a good drama actually...
is really totally different from gossip girl and desperate housewives, even though many people think that they are the same.

The four girls are pretty too, good in acting, at least better than the stupid KRISTEIN STEWART.

now what i want to do is just faster finish it, and back to my revision, monday!!! 3days more to go!! my another subject!!
ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

anyway... maybe you guys will feel weird that a guy watching some drama like this.
but trust me... this is totally different drama!
is totally different!!!
guys and girls, gays, disabilities.....can watch it..

and is totally awesome then that idiot TEENWOLF... BOOOH!! THUMBS DOWN!

(p/s: .. i love TROIAN BELLISARIO A.K.A SPENCER HASTING IN THE DRAMA.... the most left girl in the picture above... >< )

FAST FAST!! GONNA FINISH THEM (drama) then. START THE NEXT (revision for exam) ...

Last night... the greatest dream ever for the whole dream in this year... I BET!

Well.. the story of the dream start from.....
i am in my secondary school time...hell ya.. is been a long time i didn't wear my librarian uniform..

And as usual... i am with my gang... my secondary school gang.....
who are them...
well... for those who know then they know..
for those who don't know...
no need to know..
is not so important right now though.....

ok...
continue with my story....

is just a normal day of my secondary school days...
we have class..
i be the class monitor...
i be the librarian...
we laugh...
we crazy...
we tease....
and..
just as usual...

the only different is.....
my acting is different...... i mean... i am not act as the one i use to act as for the secondary me...
but.. the now me....
what kind of acting?
for those who know.. they know..
for those who don't know... they don't know... haha...
is not important also....
times goes on... we will change....

so...
continue....
we having study....
and...
we tease those teacher.. and those teacher tease us back... that's our life...
and then the bell rings...
is the time that everyone love it..

THE RECESS!!!!

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!

and...then...
the most interesting thing happens.....

that is....
before that...
let me say 1st...
my school name is SMK TAMAN DESA... we call it SMKTD...
and there is another school in the rawang too.. but is different area , too far from us.. called SMK SEGAR......

and this SMK SEGAR school student is visit our school ... but not all.. just some... cause if all..
i don't think i have place to walk... my school is small!!!

ok.. here's the interesting part....
we go to recess.. and the SMK SEGAR student visit us...

and we are having recess in the same time.. same school.. same place... the canteen....

and...
i meet somebody that i missed so much then.......
i seriously...
since standard 6.... and we graduate from the stupid primary school ... and we din meet each other anymore....

well...
in my dream....
that somebody still look the same like the time in standard 6.. well of course not in real life..
that somebody look different right now (check out that somebody facebook).....

and...
the funniest things is....
we act dunno each other.....
i mean..
my gang will say hi to the somebody....
but me...
i am having my own life....

this is funny...
this is stupid.........

whatever...
anyway....
is a greatest dream..
is because since the day i enter utar..
is really been a long time.. didn't dream about secondary time...
haha..
i miss my secondary school time..... badly....
i miss them.....
i miss you.....

which you?
those who know... they know..
those who don't know... they don't know...

haha....

一个星期的单身。。。希望你彻底死心，不，应该是，希望你死掉吧！

话说，我都单身快要。。。。一个。。。不不不。。。。是两个星期了，算了吧。。。反正都不在乎的。。。。。。。。。



这次单身....是我的选择
被你甩......是我的机会....

曾经差点成功甩掉你.......
但你竟然给我发高烧...
弄到我的良心出现。。。。
告诉我。。。
别那么狠心。。。。

再加上那个时候，
你写了一些不要和我分手,
有多爱我,多想我，
梦到我。。。。
等等。。。。
我真的。。。
被你的信息打动了。。。。。。。

什么？你说。。。我之前也是爱你的？
傻瓜！
我只是在装罢了！
傻瓜，
我特地的。。。。。。
我真得很想甩掉你。。。。。

我承认。。。
第一次和你见面。。。
然后。。。
和你聊天聊天聊天。。。
然后几天后。。
你突然在我们的聊天的时候。。。
和我告白。。。。

那个时候。。。
我真的。。。被你打动了。。
我那个时候。。。
是真的爱你的。。

直到有一天。。。
在某个地方见面的时候。。。
我发现到了一个东西....
原来....
你是在同一个时候....
和 3 个人告白......
只有我.....
答应你..........
我真的觉得我突然间很 cheap。。。。。
就在那一刻，也不爱你了。。。

你一直说，
我对你冷。。。
你一直说，
我说话语气很粗鲁，动不动就骂你。。。
你还说，
我其实是个很多烦恼的人，只是收在心里不告诉你罢了。。。。

。。。。

我的回答，
我很忙。。。
我的回答，
我说话都是这样子的.....
我的回答,
我觉得这些事情没有必要要让你知道,我不想浪费你的时间.......

......
你就默默地接受了我的答案!
哈哈!!!
真好玩!!

傻瓜...
有哪一个恋人....
会互相对对方很冷的?
有哪一个恋人....
说话语气是很粗暴的?
有哪一个恋人....
一有问题...或者不开心是不会告诉对方的?

不过...
不是你罢了...
结果...
终于找到机会....
在你最落难的时候...
烦你,为难你,...
到最后,你受不了...
说你累了...
甩了我.....

很开心!!!!!!!!!!!!!....嘻嘻.....

我只想说,和你在一起的日子,
是个烦恼......
我不想做一个 cheap 精。。。
再加上警告过你了。。。

不要乱乱和别人搞暧昧。。。
facebook add 人？
add...
add 了说 thx ？
可以。。。
不过。。。
你却很犯贱的赞他 you are so cute....
我知道。。。
他真得很可爱。。。
可是。。。。
你妈妈没有教你‘安分守己？’ 吗？

哦！
不好意思。。。
你不明白吧。。。
反正。。。
你是英文教育的。。。。。

还有。。。
可以说性。。。
我不介意！
不过就不要和我说很肮脏的那种！
拜托！
每天都和我说。。。
黄瓜，黄瓜，黄瓜。。。
你妈妈的。。。。。
黄瓜是拿来吃的，要不然就是美容作用的好不好！！

有时候都在想
是不是因为你的太短。。。。
所以要拿黄瓜来代替。。。。。

真的。。。
你说你累？
我真得很开心。。。。
因为。。。
你比我想象中的。。。。
更快累。。
真的是一个意外。。。。。

咒我吧！
反正。。。。
我永远都在祝你。。。
死掉他吧！


（p/s: 老实说，恢复单身的我。。。真的一点都不开心。。。不习惯。。。。不过。。。就是不想要和你继续走下去）。。。。。。。。。

我恨你！

KEEP GOING ON CHRISTOPHER!

I REALLY CANNOT IMAGINE THAT I CAN SO MANY HATERS...

THAT CAUSE A VIDEO THAT USE TO HAVE LIKES MORE THAN DISLIKES..
GOOD COMMENTS MORE THAN CRITICS....

TURN TO... DISLIKES MORE THAN LIKES..
CRITICS RULES THE WHOLE VIDEO......
DUE TO SOMEBODY SHARE MY VIDEO...
AND THAT SOMEBODY's FRIENDS ARE MY HATER.....

NEVERMIND CHRISTOPHER!
KEEP GOING ON!
DISLIKES MORE THAN LIKE.. MAKE A BETTER ONE..
DO PRECAUTION TO NOT TO LET PPL SHARE BUT DO LET OTHER PPL SHARE (lolz.)


REMEMBER....
EVERYTHING BEGINS IN A VERY VERY HARD WAY.

BLESS ME..(dun curse me plase... is my only dream.. T_T )
THANK YOU...

i am nobody to wait for... i wait for nobody.....

You SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!

YOU ARE WASTING MY TIME!!!!!!!

YOU ARE SO MOTHER FUCKING WASTED!!!!!!!!!!!!

i thought that you might different from the others.....
none of them can accept me....
but you accept me....
even though you are one of them.......

but now...

i am doubting............
are you really accept me sincerely that time?
or.....

OK..
I HATE THIS FEELING...

I USED BY SOMEBODY AGAIN!

FUCK! ....

zzzzzzzz

DID YOU KNOW THAT...
LAST 2 WEEK,
U DID SOMETHING THAT MAKE ME VERY DISSAPOINTED?....

but...

did you know that...
the day before that last 2 week...
i keep on talk about you...
and i keep on think about you....
your good, your bad..
we smile,
we cry,
we fight,
we laugh back....

and i've been waiting for the day to meet you soon......

but..
haha....

ok..
you are one of them too.....

the thing u did in last 2 week........
really.. tells me that...
you hate me
you dislike me
you scare me
you isolate me
you boycott me
you trying ur best to forget me
you joke on me
you mocking me
etc.....

i am so sad..
and i am crying that time......

why?
why even you also one of them?
why?....


i am so damn lost now...
i seriously......
the only thing that i wait......
is not the thing that waiting for me...
but..
is the thing that want me to dissappear...

like a ghost.....

now...
i really dunno who else i just wan to wait for....
i am lost....
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